Human emotions in real-life scenarios

Life. It's one of the craziest rides you could dream up. So many things are happening on the outside that it's hard to keep up. The inside, however, is where the real fun and games play out. Earlier in the year I let my heart fly free, loving a girl I knew (see last post). I decided to do this because as an INTJ I make decisions based on thought, and decided to do something differently, and also believed this to be an opportunity too good to miss. What happened from there I can't explain, mostly because I don't understand it, but I can tell you it caused me a lot of pain, and resulted in this girl and I being at quite a distance. I am trying not to think about it, because it doesn't help me to do so. I am giving her space, and working on my own life, but very much hoping we can make something out of it at a later date.
The rest of my life is going really quite well. I have a great group of friends - some quite close, as well as good relationships with my sisters. I have a good house, uni is going well (when I do the work). I have some job opportunities looming as well. I'm looking at getting a car in the coming week, and probably travelling over the Summer as well. My relationship with God is still getting started (again), as I keep stuffing it up. I'm really going to try to get that right, though. I have been putting lots of time into writing, and am trying to do the same with oil painting and woodwork, as well as spending more time with photography and snowboarding. Life. I'm loving it, and finding a way through.